Wednesday

Warning:  This blog post is all about me complaining.  This week has been kind of rough (I get that it's only Wednesday, I do.)  Lately I've been loving life, and don't get me wrong, I still am, in theory, but in actuality I've been feeling, well, kind of grumpy.  I don't know if it's because I was away from Charlie on Monday and fell off my routine or if it's just the weather or hormones or what.  I'm just getting this feeling like I'm coming up a little short at work and at home, like everything I do is just a little off, and it's making me CRANKY.  And I keep forgetting things.  Friday I forgot my pump at home and Monday I forgot my pump at work and I'm just a total space cadet.  And I suspect (know) that nobody wants to hear about it at all, yet I'm finding it hard to control my venting (never a good sign.)  And my bathing suit from JCrew arrived and it doesn't even fit and when I am going to return it and, waaaaah.  Thank god for baby smiles.  Coming home to baby smiles tonight was a really great feeling.  And I won a raffle at a baby store this week.  So there's that.
Tomorrow my dad is coming to take care of Charlie.  Let's hope for lots of baby smiles and no baby meltdowns!
xo,
C